I`m cold, I cannot sleep and v is again far far away. I`m tired but cannot force my body into sleep, I`m cold but I drink tea and wrap myself in blancets, and its still chilly.
And I dont have even someone to say all this stuff, that I`m cold and insomnia gets me (well, its rare for me, I must`ve catch it from viator)
I painflully quick get used to presence somebody who will listen and accompany me when I`m in this kind of state. Well, maybe becouse of lack of such a person I`m in this state.

It was not a good day, long journey and rather unpleasant welcoming at home. Me blabbering about such a things is unusual and alarming.
I`d better go to bed.
But I cannot sleep so what can I do in such an empty bed?